I GOT FLOWERS TODAY

It wasn't my birthday or any special day.
We had our first argument last night,
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn't believe it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry,
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,
And it wasn't Mother's Day or any special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
And it was much worse than all the other times.
If I leave him, what will I do?
What about money?
I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry,
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
He beat me to death.
If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers today.

AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Remember that this poem can be for both female or male. I have lived it from the female side and seen both sides of situations like this and believe me I know the lost feeling of "What do I do?" There are people out there that will help, but you have to stretch your hand out first if you really want that help. Don't live in fear.

FRUSTRATION

Have you ever felt frustrated to the point of the URRRRRRRRRRRR FEELING? When things just seem to not go right and build and build.

Well I am at that point.

I am having some major laptop issues and I am pretty upset with it. Is there anyone out there that can give me a hand. I would really appreciate it. Please email me if you can help.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE

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